Life changes fast and at every moment !  Ever since becoming an anchor and doing my own shows on national TV , ehh something i always wanted to do….writing for myself never really happened…its been more than four months i guess!! its funny how i was on the other side of the table a few days back….. i use to write my blog thinking & dreaming about scripting my own shows or books someday and today i wonder about getting all that free time and space & energy to write for my blog…Its just another ordinary day today…or perhaps not !!

spending my time doing daily chores…cooking for myself this realisation just happened to me & while chopping pineapple and seeing how almost 70% of the fruit goes to waste and yet we pay a lot of money for buying it i realsied how in life we run after things that probably aint worth it !!

Its nostalgic to be able to get back to writing and real writing indeed !! not just scripting mhy shows….it feels great to be able to let the thoughts flow & share them with many others….


a good day today to surface these thoughts !!

Past one week had been a week full of self realizations for me…. be it on personal relationships or about my work….

perhaps i learn it yet again… never hold on or run after people..never ever…..respect , love and value yourself always..above and beyond everything….know your worth  !!! if they are meant to be in your life…they will !!!

it has been a terrific terrific working time …… shooting a lot..sometimes non stop….exhausting and overwhelming yet fun.. !

perhaps they say it right ” hard work pays off ” …. slogged my ass for months together only to get this chance of doing my own show while i still intern with the TV channel i work with !! fabulous isnt it?

lessons learnt …. outgrowing yesterday’s mistakes and failures ….. letting to of whatever was holding me down…. letting go of negative people …. emotions and thoughts….. taking chances….meeting new people…opening up to new possiblities and above all ….. loving myself more !!!

it is true that life will not always be good to you…but neither does it always give you lemons ….. you have to make the best of everything and anything that comes your way…. never loose sight of your goals …never let go of your dreams… and yes ofcourse dare to dream !!!

i am living my dreams…. and if i can….you can too !!!

with love ………………………

journaling a saturday in MAY

its been quite sometime that i have worked and trained with this news broadcaster back here in India .

nice workplace , good people to be around with and above all lots of Learning ! Although i wasnt really content with what i was doing and had done until now,i still had hopes to make my place …rather first find my place in this org!

, having joined a music show and getting the full liberty to work as a producer ; now i somehow find that contentment , its there yet its small …. maybe cornered somewhere inside but still making its presence felt… . although i am not too experienced with this work that i can decide if this is what i want !! but so far now it seems it will work me well …

going out there …shooting concerts…scripting…conceptualizing shows…working on plans …editing …. meeting people…travelling…. i think im getting everything i wanted …ofcourse except sleep and rest !! something i have been depraved of since a month now and i have no idea how i am coping up with it , but here i am…still alive !!

it was more of a burden until now , to have to work for a team and in an environment i disliked , spending  hours and hours working on what i could not even relate myself with …. it was sad !!

Now…… im always on my toes , i work non stop … i get exhausted and sometimes alone…sometimes i fear if i can do it at all ? and othertimes i doubt if i would like it so? and sometimes i just become laidback…

i cannot say how this will be… but for the time being its going good … its going fine…

i think music has been a part of my life always… and now that i get a chance to associate with even better …. i think i am not just lucky but very happy too….

maybe all the hardwork and dedication pays off….maybe this will turn into what i want it to be….perhaps this will be promising !

for all father’s

Like the mountain that nurtures life on the plains, a father stands strong, protecting and providing for everything his child would need; he toils all his life to build a future for his child. He stands guard and supports the child every time. He may seem hard on the outside but like the molten lava that lies in the mountain’s core, is his love abundant and pure; it’s hidden and sometimes unexpressed.

His love never changes, his care grows with time. As the child ages he morphs into a close friends, but he still always will be a father.

And Someday like the migratory birds that fly beyond and above the mighty hills, his child will fly away too but he will still be there, always there!

Like the mighty mountain that allows the migrants to fly away, who were once sheltered and inhabited its plains, the father will let his child fly free and far; for he knows now you can.

And Like the mountain that awaits the return of its gypsy friends, he will await your return, for it is with him where the child will always find his shelter.